Am I Alone?

Creation date: August 2005

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My friends call it depression,
my mom says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
I don't know what they are --
are hurting me so

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I wanna die real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling real sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
I wish I'm not alone
That there's someone here to understand

Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
someone will seem to understand
or maybe by tomorrow
I won't be in this much sorrow...